sigh

wow stop thinking that people care about you they really don’t no one reads your posts anymore...

Thu, 04 Oct 2012 00:36:32 -0400

wow stop thinking that people care about you they really don’t

no one reads your posts anymore stop refreshing and waiting for responses

no one cares about you just get used to it

you’ll always be second best there will always be people that people care about more than you you’re never gonna be good enough just get it through your head

stop trying

no one cares about you and no one will ever care about you get used to it and stop complaining

Tue, 02 Oct 2012 21:33:08 -0400

no one cares about you and no one will ever care about you

get used to it and stop complaining

well i’m glad your life is fucking working out you told me you’d be there for me when i...

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 03:32:02 -0400

well i’m glad your life is fucking working out you told me you’d be there for me when i needed you but clearly that’s not true i tried to ask you for help before and you told me you didn’t have time for me so now i don’t even goddamn try anymore

just another person in an apparently continuously growing line of people who tell me they’ll be there for me and then when i need them decide they don’t actually want to be there anymore

what am i doing wrong

i haven’t actually cut myself since mayish time for a relapse woohoo

Fri, 28 Sep 2012 02:47:29 -0400

i haven’t actually cut myself since mayish

time for a relapse woohoo

slicing my arms open lol txt it

Fri, 28 Sep 2012 02:36:35 -0400

slicing my arms open lol txt it

sometimes i’m like, oh i should eat something and then i look in the mirror and am reminded of...

Sun, 16 Sep 2012 22:04:37 -0400

sometimes i’m like, oh i should eat something

and then i look in the mirror and am reminded of how fat i am and then i’m like, ok nevermind

i am just so tired of living in pain

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 04:24:48 -0400

i am just so tired of living in pain

i just want all this hurt to go away i just feel so hurt and betrayed all the time and i just want...

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 04:23:18 -0400

i just want all this hurt to go away

i just feel so hurt and betrayed all the time and i just want it to go away so i can live normally again

i want to be able to look forward to things and be happy and smile without feeling like i’m lying

i just want to stop hurting so much because i am so fucking tired of it

i don’t deserve to live i just want to die

Fri, 07 Sep 2012 02:13:00 -0400

i don’t deserve to live

i just want to die

no one cares i tell them i want to die and no one cares

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 02:05:16 -0400

no one cares

i tell them i want to die and no one cares

all summer i had some minor urges to cut but i never did it now suddenly it’s two days after i...

Wed, 29 Aug 2012 22:29:28 -0400

all summer i had some minor urges to cut but i never did it

now suddenly it’s two days after i got back to school and i just want to saw my arms open

hi my name is kathy and no one cares about me

Wed, 29 Aug 2012 00:48:00 -0400

hi my name is kathy and no one cares about me

why am I even here

Sat, 18 Aug 2012 21:44:47 -0400

why am I even here

I wish I was better at talking to people it’s hard to pretend nothing’s wrong all the...

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 21:25:07 -0400

I wish I was better at talking to people
it’s hard to pretend nothing’s wrong all the time

self-injuryshark: Submission. [via]

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 19:25:12 -0400

self-injuryshark:

Submission.

[via]

self-injuryshark: Submission. [via]

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 19:11:55 -0400

self-injuryshark:

Submission.

[via]

self-injuryshark: Submission.

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 19:03:11 -0400

self-injuryshark:

Submission.

self-injuryshark: “Please tell me I’m not the only one who...

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 19:01:26 -0400

self-injuryshark:

“Please tell me I’m not the only one who almost obsessively helps others even when I’m at my worst.”

Submission.

[via]

i’m so fucking tired of living what’s the point? i have nothing to look forward to. i...

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 18:28:28 -0400

i’m so fucking tired of living

what’s the point? i have nothing to look forward to. i graduate college this year, but it’ll be with a degree that i have very little intention of using, and it will leave me with loans to pay off for the rest of my life. then i get a job that i probably won’t like, just so i can have money to pay off my loans and to pay for somewhere to live. and i’ll just be stuck with a job i don’t like for the rest of my life, spending money i don’t have, with no time to do anything. i literally see no point in continuing to live if the rest of my life is just going to continue to be shitty. there’s no reason.

meet the robinsons is my favorite movie but lately i can’t even watch it because the whole...

Thu, 16 Aug 2012 03:13:33 -0400

meet the robinsons is my favorite movie but lately i can’t even watch it because the whole thing is about “finding your family” or where you belong and god anytime i watch it now i just want to cry forever because i don’t know where i belong and no one seems to want me around

in other news i had kind of a breakdown on my other blog and everyone is ignoring it

just like normal